exams over... end of torment fr e 7 papers tt i had.. finally got some time for e many frens tt i had neglected for e past few months.. sadly... things din seem to be going well... feelings ain't e same no more... there's really nothing much tt i could do, or say we could do... i do belief tt fundamentally, frens tt i had made thru e past few yrs, r of no i'll-intentions to inflict harm to one another, hence i nv ask or want to noe more, but sense of unease grows strong... juz like all K-drama tt i watch in n out, as e saying goes, 人生如戏，戏如人生, frenship, love, trust & many others complicates e little world of our very own & they nv seems to be balanced on e same platform, we cant haf e best of all world. it's rather sad tt one is to be displaced. nothing is fair in e world, not as if feelings r of coins, valued by e number on it, it cant be weighed or compared. i'm no saint no god to say wats worth.. i noe too little to judge or comment & wish to know no more... but i still hope tt e frenship remains, somehow. things often starts from misunderstandings to mistrust, complications, untold truth, twisted facts, till e very end of losing of faith.. hope wat i felt is all wrong & things ain't going e direction like i tot. wishing to c things iron out soon.. but really proud of u gal. u did wats best for all parties, u cant do more, at e very least i understand & appreciates tt, yr nonchanlant saved e night.
really sad to c e trust tt we've build thru e past few yrs is at such vulnerability. let time do e healing ba.. we cant turn back e hands of time, nothing will be e same, but we will grow as e time goes & hopefully for e better.. i shall go back to my 'act dumb - lives longer' mode. yep.
as for myself, after e saga, there r peeps tt i no longer talk to or mix ard wif... not tt i had an ego or pride, juz dunno wat to do wif it. 命中有时需终有，命终无时莫强求. mark asked me tt day, am i happy? am i enjoying wat i'm doing. i dunno..
bok. thank you. really... thank you so much.. few words fr u raised me fr grave. u were my dearest bok, n now u still is, n u will always be.
really sad to c e trust tt we've build thru e past few yrs is at such vulnerability. let time do e healing ba.. we cant turn back e hands of time, nothing will be e same, but we will grow as e time goes & hopefully for e better.. i shall go back to my 'act dumb - lives longer' mode. yep.
as for myself, after e saga, there r peeps tt i no longer talk to or mix ard wif... not tt i had an ego or pride, juz dunno wat to do wif it. 命中有时需终有，命终无时莫强求. mark asked me tt day, am i happy? am i enjoying wat i'm doing. i dunno..
bok. thank you. really... thank you so much.. few words fr u raised me fr grave. u were my dearest bok, n now u still is, n u will always be.
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