its gonna take me quite some time to do up a full post for F.O.O.T 07... its hell lots of mixed feelings for myself... there were frustrations, self-exploration, learning points, happy moments & regrets, so much tt i dun even noe how to put them down in words. really wanted to end FOOT on a happy note but really failed to do so. din even want to contact any odac peeps till now cos i yet to let my feelings settle down...
firstly... i would really like to apologise to all those who haf trusted & supported me for e job but sadly, i din think i did a gd job & i went way under my self expectations. being a non-footer, think i really screwed up e campfire. i went way too objective on e ra-ra-ing part & lost e focus family culture in odac. next thing was tt i played bastard upon FOOT comm. tt was really a bad move which i made for walking out of kaileng during e night game. conducting games of e similar genre was nothing new to myself & there was so much tt i could do to help wif e situation. day in day out i teach my kids bout wat is TEAM - Together Everyone Achieves More. but yet at e most crucial point, juz to get e 'song' feeling i pang seh e comm, forgeting tt e most impt pple for e camp were e freshies & not anyone else. wateva e event is, there's bound to be hiccups along e way, its only how e members of e team come together to cover e errors or kio sai which make them a better organisation. i never once tot tt i would ever commit such mistakes, thinking tt i would be professional & not let emotions rule over my rationals... but i was so wrong bout myself...
fr this FOOT, 11th main comm really impressed me wif a characteristics of theirs which was pointed out by pei pei. regardless e situation, e main commers controlled their feelings & emotions really well. juz basing on tt, i felt so small & far fr their calibre... i'm really not there yet... like wat yali said, i really shd attend some anger management course!
having faced so much regrets & unhappiness... was really thinking of whether a not tt i shd end my odac career...
tts all for now... but bet i'll haf more to share along e way... feelings learning points & pics...
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