I'm Back!!

its almost been a year since i last blogged... reasons:

1. i'm fucking bz... IA + ATC + ODAC
2. attachment = stare at computer whole day, dun wanna stare at it when i'm off fr work
3. hardly got time to breathe...
4. trying hard to live up my prof's expectations for FYP (fuck-your-prof)

haha, i had a fruitful year though... ATC 09 was a great success, dun really care wat others gotta say bout it, not my concern, to me, to my partner, to my team, its good, n that's all it matters! 2 things i set out to achieve, a successful event and a successful comm, yep, got it both! hehez, fucking proud bout that fact! 30% goes to luck, 70% goes to all e blood and sweat that we shed... yep, fucking shag... no joke, good job team, raise your head up high as u all earned your wings.

ok, enuff brag bout e ATC 09 team... in fact for this whole work year of 08/09, we definitely have to give 2 thumbs up to all e SPOs for their good management of every single team in e Club, all events went damn well, n it was with e help and support of e highly spirited members, that ATC 09 can go thus far... good job!

seriously, missed out a lot of my own time for e whole of last year...

1. watched zero K-drama....
2. din even dnld nor learn any new songs...
3. missed out a lot of time wif all my frens from everywhere else except NTU ODAC...
4. cant even rem when was e last time that i touched a soccer ball
5. i have yet to c e new Ion at orchard rd...
6. and many many more things that i used to do...

nonetheless, still glad that e year had passed with so much good memories... its all worthwhile i guess! haha its another good year for e club after FOOT 09, as the Club marched on to its 14th year. yep, new main comm, new leadership, new subcommers, new faces everywhere, more importantly, not forgeting e old faces that had brought e Club thus far. yep, e new ATC 10 comm is up, under e lead of teck chee & eugene, they will definitely go far, good stucture, solid seniors, promising fresh blood, un-going lao jiaos... n of cos, all wif e common undying spirits... DONG SUA SA!

seriously... its prime time for me to move on from this Club, which i had spend all my time n effort on for my Uni life... as much as i would like to cont. to be part of e legacy, time no longer allow us to linger further... nonetheless... there's many many out there that i would want to thank for my good time in e Club..

chong meng & grace - really glad that there's no one who wanna be a ATC log in 2007, that my 2 SPOs wll choose to take me (non-FOOT, non-Firelight) into e team... yep, somehow, they were e ones who opened e door for me to e Club. n thanz for chong meng's continuous support in ATC 09 for giving me all his valuable advises.

yali - very thankful for her, really... she opened up my scopes, making me c more than i ever tot was needed... a good mentor, a good fren, a good partner as CGL.

eugene (fat) - not many had e chance to learn from him... very inspiring, very knowledgeable, yep, juz very nice. lucky me, who had a chance to go on 4 trips wif him, that i leech so much stuff off his round tummy... yep, from him, tummy = wisdom.

munir - till now, e arrogant me will only acknowledge this guy here as my 'boss', yep, my dear partner during e time of 12th main comm... there's juz so much that i had learned from him.. he really can do many stuff which i cant... he's e man in e office... really, he made a significant change to everything in e Club.

ruyan - wahahahah!! my 'dear' who has to tolerate all my rubbish for e past 3 years... cant believe that she has such a high treshold which i'm still trying to overcome!

denis - my mentor log in ATC 07, a great partner in e 'law enforcement' for e Club... mind u, he rules by FEAR... yet, there's always this damn cock side of him, really enjoyed playing dota wif him! hearing him shouting '小鬼！小鬼！' does add much flavour to e game!

wei zhen, jie yang, yihui, kexin, firdaus - ok, shall lump these pple together... haha! thank u all so much to be always there, n always so reliable... haha, wei zhen who speaks little, but ever impactful, jie yang who always feed me wif his 'another' point of view... yep, thanz so much for being there..

tung - haha, my nice neighbour, my 1st fren to have in ODAC, n one that is ever supportive n enthu bout every little thing in e Club.

jason & serene - seriously thank you all so much for all e help in ATC 09 for all e sponsors stuff, n thank you all for being my frens in e 13th main comm... there's not many that i speak to or even trust (really sad to say), yep, thanz for being there.

iffah - hahah! i'll never forget e night that we churned out e website together at ADM... so sorry, that i added another project into yr list of assignments... so sorry that i had not much time wif u... still owe u a meal, remind me someday when u r free k!

chee keong - haha, one who claims himself e 'ah gong' of e Club, wahaha, really enjoyed his company, his rubbish, his vulgarities n his outdoor cooking skills...

shu hong - this big man, really nice to have him around, always ready for some real 'sai gang' to be done... haha, seeing him changed over e years, opening up, its really an interesting show...

renjian - haha! e ‘偷底裤贼’ that i always talk about, such a pity that we cant go for e ice cap climb at si chuan.... a nice fren, great running buddy, a cock guy to do stupid things wif when u got nothing better to do, like trying to burn down datuk & perlepah!

alvin pek - haha! somehow this man of little words is always around, always supportive, always reliable in e task that is assigned to him... yep, u did make a difference in e Club in your own means...

princess kerui - yep, she's a rubbish character... yet u cant deny e impact that she has brought along... i'll never forget her hugging e raw chicken in her white singlet when we played multi-level captain ball in FOOT 07... yep, so much joy n laugther for e Club n all thanz for her crap!

jean - haha, my nice neighbour who cooks dinner for me & sweeps my room! hehez, thanz for entertaining all my rubbish!

8th foot comm - somehow i spend quite a fair bit of time wif this very passionate & full of 'love' team! yep, its really nice to have u all in e club, wei han, jit hong, si shan, liping & many more...

jasmine - haha! my fav personal secretary... haha! sorry! i noe i always bully/boss u around, but really wanna let u know, i really appreciate every single thing that u had done... yep! darryl really wun touch other gals in holland de... at most see only!

jeremy - wahahah, seriously, ATC 09 will not be a success w/o yr inputs... no... in fact, yr contributions had been felt thru out my 3 yrs in e Club, from ATC 07, FOOT 07, FOOT 08 till now... having your place as e clubhouse for ODAC... haha

issey, teck chee & eugene - 3 cb kia that got me into deep shit to take up ATC 09, a blessing in disguise though! if not for their ignorant passion, we wun have revive it, i wun be given e chance to put all that i had learned into this project.. yep, thanz!

hui hui - 'little miss la la' as we all call her! haha, she's real cute when she's always so lost... be it directions, conversations or any sort of activities, she's juz damn uber funny in her 'lost' way!

xinyi & jun hua - haha, 检到宝 sia.... if adsports din reject them, i wun have them nicely fit into e team! xinyi, ever confident in her work... jun hua, a scarry monster in art work... seeing her work on photoshop is a feat on its own...

linus, darryl & wilmond - haha, 3 cocks in e team... hahah! dunno y, i juz trust them wif e task, yep, capable n reliable in their own sense, dun have them i oso dunno wat to do sia...

yong han - haha, my tutor in MAE, my fren in daily life, my best left-hand man in ODAC.. its a blessing for e Club to have e passionate u.

jayren - my old mate from ATC 07, best log ever, best senior for e juniors to cling on, a good fren who comes telling me off my bastard acts! hehez, another great character not to be missed by e Club.

junzhong - haha, my dear roomie who seems to be e only one unaffected by my singing all this while! yep, my best right-hand man of all times, knowing wat i want, settling problems so that i need not crack my brains, covering my blindspots... i'm a skeptical boy, dun really trust others in handling task, less this guy.

wei ling - a great surprise i'll say... had always been working alone, its been quite a long while since i have a partner who i can work with, compliment myself, covering my flaws, doing wat i cant do. yep, in fact w/o her pressence, i doubt i will have a successful comm, as they will all die of exhaustion from all work wif no fun... thanz for taking up e job to be my partner, bet its been hard on her, really... i know, i'm really demanding, not at times, but all e time... thanz

ok... there's many many more down e list... really... all these peeps had all particpated in painting of e colourful pic of my ODAC career... thank you all, thru these years, i really had grown much stronger in every aspect, n definitely u all had a part to play in my growth... my time is up, its hard to bear, to move on, but i have to.

holidays!

haha! its been damn fucking long since i last blog! not tt i vanished into thin ashes, but rather, difficulties in studies is on an exponential curve... somehow yr 1 was diff... yr 2 simply got harder, yr 3 is a sure killer... cant imagine how yr 4 will be like! spend all my time in LIB 2 or nexus for e past 2 months, hence less time on e com to blog... haha! finally can take a long break liao! going attachment lor! haiz... but somehow all my frens will be away for e next sem... all going away for GIP, either china or vietnam, some even to india... sob sob... shall make full use of this holiday to catch up wif some long lost frens! will update real soon!

ATC comm trip @ berkela falls 19th - 21st sept

haha! our long awaited comm trip! presenting to u... TEAM ATC 09

this year, together wif huat huat adsports comm, we visited berkelah waterfalls at kuantan! anw... its my 4th visit there le, terrain wise, nothing new, but wat excites me bout every trip is e pple! yep!

adsports comm led by siying & esther



chong meng... wif gals again...

something bout berkelah which truly attracts me is tt, its a trek wif no mud cos we r all e way on rocks!! wahahaha!! i'm a freaking clean soldier. cant stand getting dirty, esp wif mud through e little holes in between my toes!

haha! e most intersting pic captured by teck chee when we were cooking lunch at e summit... seriously, jia si mi look fucking ugly ugly in this pic! wahahaha!! nonetheless, we still luvs u!

its been so long since i last cook during a trip... shall cook for my comm... now i let u eat... later i gif yr shit!

anw... it suppose to say 'atc 09' its art, so its abstract..

somehow e pic tells e level of e comm, atc 09 rocks!

and of cos, every trip ends wif a hearty meal! so we had herbal duck rice at JB! wah! very long nv eat le... always eat secret recipe.. finally get to eat my duck rice wif fat fat char siew!

bok's 23rd bday 14th sept

once again, its boring bok's bday n i was forced to treat her for dim sum... kns... started working liao, got yr 1st pay le, still wanna me treat u! when am i ever gonna get my 1st treat from stingy u!

sadly... as we grow older, we seems to haf less time for each other le.. so ended up, only 6 of us attended e brunch session... its been very long since i last saw ying, paul & derek... bok claim's tt i'm e one who's bz... really meh??

derek got a damn funny 'k-drama-like' story to be heard... something to do wif his lousy blood tt cause him cant get together wif his new beau... simply hilarious! to want to noe more bout e story, go organise a gathering & he would tell u himself!

happy birthday stooopid gal!

odac family day 13th sept

sun, sand & sea... most irritating combination on earth! but cos adsports comm damn huat, we had a damn fun time at e beach on a sunny saturday! thanz u all for providing such a nice platform for e comm members to noe each other better!

really glad to c most of e members of e club is down at e beach for e day! really do hope to c more faces of e 12th main commers... sadly most of them r juz not free for e day... glad tt all e lao jiaos had a lot of fun wif e young blood too! really grateful to haf them ard all e time.

haha! issey is damn humji la!! shd haf take a photo of his cramped up face when his asked to shift further back on e coconut tree!

happy bday junhua! hehez! e cake damn nice! pls buy mango cake from secret recipe for my bday k!

haha! we won e sand castle building compeition wif e ingenious design of a courageous sea turtle saving an ugly mermaid!!

looking forward to berkelah trip wif e team! hehez! ATC dong sua 杀！

ATC steamboat @ hall 7 10th sept

wahahah!! i luv steamboats! haha! gathered e team at my hall to haf ball ball party!! really looking forward to working wif this bunch of peeps! e lao jiaos no need say la ar! we work until we dun wanna c each other anymore! only scare tt e young ones dunno wats my true colour... when i open aura, dunno how many will survive sia!

haha! e seniors!

anw... i shall condemn eugene for being e official photographer of ATC! his skills sux! cant even find a nice pic which is not blur! grrr!! wahaha! so happy! keep stirring wei ling's shit! think 1 day she will really set my room on fire sia! haha! gonna show all e young ones who's e mr. rat!

13th main comm trip @ perlepah 6th - 7th sept

something really unexpected, even for mysef, tt i'll be in e 13th main comm... e feeling is very diff from last yr... in e times of e 12th comm... we r trying to build a team... yet in this current one... seems like e team is already build & i'm juz an add-on to it..

haha! e young bloods like xuan jie & chong yew r real fun to hang out wif! probably age is really getting on me tt i no longer can be like them... nonetheless, it still damn fun to sit n watch them haf fun!

seriously... its been quite some time since i last visited perlepah... anw... its my 8th climb there le... my beloved V-gouge is now covered wif fallen trunks & erroded soil... so sad... sob sob... hope to bring e freshmen to perlepah this yr! cheap & good!

NTU ODAC 12th AGM 21st august

the journey was long & tiring... we fought, we sweat, we teared, we gave our very best. e day to hand over e torch of our spirit had finally came. personally, i was at a lost, unfeeling, emotionless. there was so much to say, so much to thank but i chose to left things unsaid. i so wanted to tell everyone in e team tt they had done a very gd job for e past 1 year, but somehow, i dun think tt was necessary as we all noe it deep in our hearts, we had really gave wat we had. for my 1st year wif e club, i learned e phrase, 'morale over rationale' & this year, i learned e word 'appreciate'. it is so easy said than done.

every success of our events din come easy. its only wif everyone's effort tt success comes along, it may be small, but every brick counts. be it tt wat u or me had done right or wrong, we did everything cos we wanna build e club, we wanna contribute. and for tt, i applaud u for your gd effort, your willingness to share, to contribute or even juz your pressence. a lot of times, we only see all e -ve things & fail to appreciate all e gd intentions. haha, who e hell would sacrifice so much time & effort on a club activity? it doesn't bring money or sex, we all only do it cos we felt belonged to it, somewhere we call 'home', where our 'family' is. 'forgif & forget', 'be inclusive people' & 'accepting others as how they r' r terms tt r commonly heard in e club, but who really does so?

i'm no saint, no superbeing, through this work year, i had made so many mistakes, thank u all so much for forgiving of my incompetence. all these while, we took so many things for granted. i could still remember wat geok asked when i was a year 1, 'wat had ODAC gave to us? nothing!' haha, back den, at e back of my mind was, 'wat haf u gave to ODAC?'. looking back, how immature & ignorant i was. how can we expect everyone to gif their 101% to e club when we dun even recognise & appreciate their hard work. y do we always compare who did more or less, who's better or who's not? i tot we were a family? 'family', a word so easily said yet so hard to achieve. its not a family juz becos we all wear the same black tee. many of times, instead of covering one another's backside, we smacked them hard. 'appreciate' is e word tt i learned this work year, but sadly, i learned it too late. really hated myself at times, if only i am better, i could haf done much more. so sorry.

though our journey as a main commer had ended! hopefully it will be a new journey for our frenship!

ATC, on a new journey

hi all! so sorry for not updating my blog, will do so when i get a breather in any time soon. had been missing a lot of slp, yep! gd news to bring is tt ATC is back for good! thanz for all e support tt wei ling & i had. we need yr continual support to make ATC & e comm a success. really, thanz a lot! do look forward for e ATC race to compete in, in feb 2009! we promise to do our best to gif all of u out there a splendid race experience! thanz a lot!

biz mag comm treat @ JB 11th aug

haha! so happy! went taman sentosa to join biz mag for comm treat. lucky for me tt i happen to haf them as participants for my desaru trip tt i noe them better, therefore i got invited for their dinner! its really a pity tt e way e 12th main comm is form, killed e spirits of 2 members of e team. nonetheless, i really appreciate their contributions & presence. its really not easy to build a team.

really hope to c e freeshly-turned seniors will stay in e club, to gif guidance & laughter to e freshmen tts coming in. one of e thing tt makes me feel proud to be part of e club is tt its really a place where everyone juz feels easily 'belonged' to. for eg, juz take a look at shouzhi!