EFI/CCO course 10th -13th august

hehez! so happy passed my EFI course though there were many hic-ups here n there thruout e 4 days. its a freaking shag course, reasons:

1. gotta act fainted belayer/spotter every now & den

2. lock karabiners screwgates until finger pain

3. no chiobus, no morale booster

4. mojo pinched my left nips til bruise

5. gotta study theories in e nite w/o playing dota to destress

6. wearing 2 pieces of underwear e whole day long (harness)

like wat boss say, i'm now at e higher level of instructorship le, gotta watch how i conduct myself in camps fr now on! wah! this gonna be more stress than setting up e abseil tower or doing setback runners! nonetheless, i learned a lot of techniques esp. from peeps like alan & kelvin (laojiaos) in my grp. though i nv ever work wif peeps fr camelot or innotrek b4... but they dun seems to be like wat others describe them to be, prolly juz tt campha got much younger instructor only...

during e last nite of e course, had another gd chat wif boss... hmm.. life is cruel, she gotta face it, i gotaa face it, everyone gotta do tt somehow. hmm... suddenly reminded myself tt i need to be myself... after FOOT, think i haf definitely mellowed down... but what had really pulled me thru all this yrs shd not be forgotten. its e aura, e 霸气 tt i haf tt bring me thru difficult challenges, e never-say-die spirit & infitnite pool of confidence coming from no where, tt drawn gd companionship wherever i go. shdn't lose all these juz because i shd change myself for e better, these r my most precious gift of life, gotta make full use of it. being always tactful & nice, using soft approaches is never my way of doing things, tt shdn't be e way too for my new team mates. practice tt to a certain extend, but at times when my army gotta be strong e 'fuck it! juz do' spirit gotta be out. always blessed to be in a strong team, 12th comm gonna be strong too, no wishy-washy, soft soft pushovers if i'm ard. e war is long, my ammos gonna be strong. gotta push my peers hard fr now on...

good soldiers dun think, cos thinking is already done thru training days...