after spending a sem time in odac, getting to meet new peeps, working wif diff comms, trying out in e new structure, trying to fit into my porfolio, learning to work wif others, exploring more gray areas bout myself, feelings were mixed & confused. i dunno whether i'm happy or am i enjoying e things i'm doing, all i know is tt i had yet to be at e platform which i expect myself to perform at, definitely i'm still far from it. me no emo-kid or suffering from depression, juz demand more upon myself, so sorry for all those ard me tt i had yet to be e best tt i could, or at least i tot i could be. i once tot i could bring a change, hence i'm back to do 'corrections' to wateva tt is missing from wat i had experienced, maybe i'm juz not there, probably so far.
but was really touched when i saw all e core members of e club all came down happily for e photo shoot. really wish to gif them a gd experience for their term, even if some were to leave, i still hope tt they bring away beautiful memories & learning points.
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